Friday, October 31, 2008

we're just silly girls falling for stupid boys (inspired by a certain singer)

the
memory
of
you
is
a
glass
frame
that
i
intend
to
break
and
leave
the
scars
to
heal.
I
must
forget
those
days
when
i
lay
in
your
arms
feeling
safe
and
guarded.
i
was
wrong.
with
your
lies
with
no
guilt.
but
you're
just
a
boy
and
you
don't
understand
how
to
love
a
woman
and
someday
you'll
wish
to
be
a
better
man.
because
if
i
were
a
boy
then
i
would
know
how
to
listen
to
her
because
i
know
how
it
hurts
when
you
lose
the
one
you
wanted
cuz
he
decides
to
take
you
for
granted
and
all
is
destroyed.
but
you're
just
a
boy...

Friday, October 3, 2008

thanks for the memories

A haunting in my dreams,
a whisper to the winds,
You were my wasted sighs.
But the meaning of me to you was simple.
You made me your spotlight,
To tend to your every order
as I tried to show you I was worth it.
Your kisses revealed no promises,
When you held me tight I worried.
I looked back.
Those times,
those days when we were together.
Why did I not realize that?
You were cruel but I saw past that.
I trusted to be the only one.
I KNEW you,
every piece.
you became a part of my heart forever to stay there.
Late nights, gifts, chocolates, inside jokes, it was only part of the things I relied on
that...
You still loved me.
You bragged, and showed me off like one of your trophies.
Somewhere I knew that you couldn't stay faithful.
I sighed at my imperfections
every night I prayed you would stay there for me.
I stayed like a statue.
To be there, be faithful.
Wasted was my heart.
You turned it black and until I quit.
But like a war,
YOU were easy to get into,
YOU were hard to get out of,
AND YOU were hard to forget.